I hate when hubby is away or on duty.
Naturally it’s for all the common reasons ie: him getting hurt , missing quality time with kids, family events etc. One of the biggest reasons is that I really have trouble sleeping when my husband is not here. Frankly I am scared crap-less to sleep when he isn’t around.
Yesterday was a perfect example as hubby had twenty four duty and once again all my fears about staying home at night by myself came to light. Part of the problem is that a few months ago I got coerced into seeing Paranormal Activity 3, which I vowed I wouldn’t do. I did though, and now I have an issue with stairs and thinking someone is going to be at the top or bottom of them. It sounds silly but it is very true. When I arrived here in NC I got my beautiful home with two floors just like usual but this time my bed faces the door and and I haven’t figured out another way to put it , so therefore I am forced to constantly stare at the hallway which is right by the stairs. I want to close my door but thanks to the hit TV show “The Walking Dead” I am seriously afraid some zombie outbreak will happen and I won’t be able to get to my kids right away. I kid you not! I’m a planner to a degree and the door being open is part of my exit plan!
I know right now you are sitting here like this woman is seriously crazy but this is what happens when you over think or apply every movie or television show you watch to real life. Beyond the TV stuff, it seems like every noise happens when he is not here like last night something decided it wanted to fall in the kitchen. Why of all nights! Some days I swear that the garage door is going to have a malfunction and open in the middle of the night and someone will rummage through my garage.
I used to think I wanted this dream home that’s so big that you can’t hear what’s going on in the other parts of the house , the truth now is HELL NO! Give me a nice little clean basic home any day this way if Jason, Freddy or a Jeffrey Dahmer wanna-be decides to pay me a visit …i’ll be ready!
Are you a wuss when the spouse is away…do you over think every noise or sound in the house…every scary movie you watched?
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